It`s hard to forget all of the things that i want to forget it. It seems like, it get up with me every morning and it still in my head and my heart all the time all day long from morning until i go to bed and in my dream. I don`t know how to live with this memory, i try to forget and try to do everythings to make myself don`t think about that, but it`s too hard to lie myself. I don`t want to go anywhere, i don`t want to meet anyone cause i don`t want to pretended to smile. But when i live alone it makes me feel more torture. Day by day try to tell myself don`t be sad tears is nothing, no need to cry, it can`t help to be better. I never forget that life is not look like in the movie or in music video. so, i will try to pass this painful time and try to understand this true life. For you life goes on, but for me it`s goes on with the deep pain inside that no one can see. But it`s not your fault, it`s my fault. Because I know that it will happen like this. But i didn`t restrain, i hurt myself. So, sorry to be like this.
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